"It's a wonderful time to be barely alive".. I just heard that statement and and it makes sense to me.
One one hand Everything is changing quickly and there is what seems more opportunity and information for more self actualization then ever before..
On the other hand the world seems to be a dumpster fire for instance one of the oldest Christian churches St. Porphyrius's ( AD425) was destroyed in the Israel Hamas war .
My overthinking and feeling brain just cant seem to grasp the zeros and ones of it all. So I just keep on in this manic way, looking for a state change, exploring the darkness and looking for the light.
And that's why when ppl ask me if I'm ok I just grin and think..."if" what??. I really can't even get past the if of that question anymore
If I didn't know what to do I wonder would that be easier.. is ignorance bliss? Not sure, I've havent been there in ages..I've been in this eye of a hurricane plenty of times.. so I will let it pass ❣️
