Grace
Grace
My Grace is Sufficient
My Grace is Sufficient
Yesterday. I lost my job. I lost my apartment. But I have grace. As I sat yesterday morning watching 24, drinking my coffee I knew that the tide was rolling. It was quiet and it was me and the Dog. The prior night I sent out a prayer chain to my faithful few who I felt would pray for me. And before I knew it my word was tumbing. I cried out to the father and he rescued me. And I saw evidence of grace and grace and grace again. Family showed up, prayers were partioned, and moving began. With the help of everybody I laid my head to rest at Bill and Trishas with my family and wife and loving daughter. This is tramatic but You have to understand one thing. I prayed for this. This is the answer God has given me. Don't pray unless you are ready for an answer you did not expect. When this began I also began reading the circle keeper. My 1st circle was for Doug Pope. My second circle was for a new job. My third circle was for better communication with Heather. Doug is still in jail and conidering a guilty plea cause he can't afford a lawyer. Heather and I aee talking much better now. And I was laid off. There are no coincedences. God has a plan. I am mad. But the lord cherishes a kind heart. I was not treated fairly. But as Jesus once said If needed to I could call down a legon of angels and destroy this place. My God is big enough to do that, or a holy lightning bolt, or God sent asteroid. But thats not going to happen. The lord has a grand plan. My palms are up. My heart is weakened but I will say to God here is my hand, what do you want me to hold? Where is my Cannan land? As far as real things go. I should have coming wages, unemployment, and a place to stay for a while. But I think of the prayers weeks ago. God let my work help people, and bring glory to you. Even at monster I tried to witness to Calvin, and Joe and all the others who I connected to. The world mooves on with or without me. If this would have happend 1 month ago I don't think I would have been ready. I am more prepared today than I was yesterday. God is is with me and he will judge thoe who do not follow hin in the end. Eeven thogh I am home for now I am homesick. I miss the lord. Its hard to explain, but no matter where I go I feel that alien of me that says there is hope for a better day in glory. I know my redeemer is waitng for me when my time is done. But my work is not done. I have much to do. I have many souls to help and many people that God wants to use me to lead to him. The Joshua warrior of old is putting his armor on. And this time will be better than ever before. Baruch haba b'shem ADONAI, Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord JM
