Monday, October 01, 2012

I started watching my so caled life on hulu.  A one season drama from 1994.  My softmore year.   The year of obsessing over W.  Its Early 90's at its best.  Other favorite 90's films include  Reality Bites, and Singles.  I remember sitting on a bus bawling because I made W upset.  I think that was the first time I cried over a girl.   I should have told her how I felt, but I didn't.  The obsession continued for a year or so.  Other memories from the 90's.  1993 Jambo.  I learned how to spit. this was the pinnacle of my patriotism, this was also the summer before 9th grade. I remember a lot of hope as i sang along with Lee greenwood.     The past is in the past is in the past.  W and K are long gone.   So is glen middle.  Its rubble.   being a teenager of the 90's has its affect on me.   Emmlaine will turn 13 in 2024.  Some people think a hurt love is the best love.  The romeo and juliet Love you so much I'm going to kill myself.  I think the best love is loving somebody and knowing its the best and the best is yet to come.   I didn't really like the 90's when i was in it.  I idolized the roaring 20's of gatsby and jazz and the free 60's of woodstock and england rock culture.   Who know where we are going.  I hope its better than we've been.