Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Hello Jason

1 Corinthians 15:51-55 - Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed

Hello World.   We are here, we are here.  

Hello to being o.k.  The endless nights of weeping and gnashing of teeth have subsided.  The hate towards my separation is no longer there.   I am ok. 

Hello to walks in the woods.   One great thing about being by myself is that if I want to go for a 3 hour walk in the woods I can.  I don't have to check in.  I can check out and just go.  The walks in the refuge have been my sanctuary.  Its as when Adam walked with God in the cool of the day.  I have walked with God in the refuge, it has healed me.  

Hello to the Holy Spirit.  I am a mystic, spiritual, spirit filled, feeling based, Power of God christian.   I also see the beauty in nature and natural changes.  I have re-connected to that side of my heart.  Beauty is found daily. 

Hello to dating.   I have met 2 awesome people.  Going on that 1st date was wrenching.  Yes I have returned to the dating world.  I remembered how much I like meeting new people and trying new things.   New possibilities are on the horizon.  I am ok single and interesting in meeting new people 

Hello to making it count with my daughter.  My time with my daughter is brief.  I try to make it count when I have her.  I fail a lot. But every time I see her I want her to know that I love her.  I created an e-mail account for her I am going to invite family to share with her. 

Hello I am alive.  I ain't dead yet. 

Hello to late night movies, beer cocktails, coffee bars, and random acts of kindness.  I value people.  I love life

Hello to love

JM